Bring on the Snow

 

 

I'm beginning to think we are never going to get a real snow. So we are having to work with what little we get and apparently for Emma, it just doesn't matter. She enjoyed playing on the deck in the dusting of snow that we got on Saturday. She managed to throw some snow balls and we built a tiny little snow family. This child loves the snow!

 

If this face doesn't represent pure bliss I don't know what does. You can see the child's tonsils she is so excited!

In none snow related news, Emma used the term "let's rock and roll momma" yesterday when I asked her if she was ready to go. I almost fell over laughing. She told me she learned it at school.

We are also having to work on sharing. Obviously Emma doesn't have to do a lot of sharing at home since her brothers are grown. On Tuesdays I pick up some other little girls and apparently my girl was a bit of a bully and made Hannah get out of her chair. What shocked me was that Hannah did it. She is older and has 3 sisters! I had a talk with Emma about sharing and I also had a talk with Hannah and told her not to let my girl get her way! I could tell that Emma was bothered by her behaviour, but it remains to be seen how she will behave next time.

Another problem that we are having is that if Emma smells something....or someone....that doesn't smell just right to her, she has to point it out. And not in a discreet way. We were standing in line at Walmart last night getting her "peppperonnnni" Lunchables because that is what Austin has at school, when she got a whiff of the lady's jacket that was in front of us and proceeded to inform me that "shoooo momma, stinks". Well great. Luckily the lady wasn't really paying attention but we had to have another talk about not saying things like that. Oh this child. Out of the mouth of babes.....

Soccer practice should begin this afternoon and Emma couldn't be more excited. She has informed me that she will run fast and kick the ball and then showed me her muscles. Bring it on!

Playing Outside

 

We took advantage of the warmer temperatures yesterday afternoon to play outside a few minutes. Emma loves to be outside and would stay out all the time. She loves to swing, play basketball, and explore. Yesterday we tried our hand at climbing trees. We have a long way to go.

 

Most of the time this girl has a smile on her face. But on occasion. this is the face that we see. Poor pitiful thing. Just not getting her way.

Emma has never been a fan of dogs. From the first day she got home she has hated the dogs. Screams of pure torment whenever they would come near her. Well, she has come a long way. She still doesn't want to love on them or be chased by them, but she has decided that she loves Gypsy. What's not to love? If there is a sweeter dog than a Basset Hound I don't know what it could be. So we are making strides in the dog department. This makes her momma proud.

Her other favorite thing to do is chase this rooster. He is like a big pet that stays at the house all the time and thinks he is just one of the dogs. You might be a redneck if.........

My Sweet Birthday Boy

 

19 years ago today, I had a bouncing baby boy. It took 12 hours for him to make his entrance into this world and I chose natural childbirth. I was delirious. Some things never change. He has never been in a hurry....EVER.

 

 

My boy is off at school and I am not getting to be with him on this day. It hurts a little, but life is full of changes and he is becoming a man. That is hard for this mom to imagine. I got to talk to him earlier and I think he is doing okay. He was all "no big deal, didn't even seem like my birthday, I'm cool" and I was all like, "I'm sad and I miss my boy." Pathetic I know.

 

 

So happy birthday Brady. In honor of your special day, I just pulled Emma's second top tooth. It was ugly. Not unlike the recent ear piercing but that is a story for a different day.

 

 

I love you son. You make me a proud mom and I just don't know where 19 years went. Way too fast.

 

Sorry for the horrible picture of me, but Brady looks cute and it was one of my first pictures that I took with my IPhone at Christmas. Who is that old woman?

 

Let's Party

 

Emma's birthday is tomorrow so we had her birthday party this weekend and let's just say, I think it was a hit. We had 7 girls at the house and luckily it was nice enough outside that we rented a bounce house and they had a blast.  

                       Poor Ashton, you can just see that he is dying to get in on the action.    

I am pretty sure that we broke all of the safety rules associated with a bounce house. These girls are not scared to try anything!

I absolutely love the expression on Riley's face. That pretty much sums up the whole party. I heard her say "This is the BEST day of my life". Cracked me up.

                                                      These girls are just the best of buds.

                                                Time for some cake and ice cream.

Aunt Pam was just out of town for business and made a trip to Epcot. Emma scored big and got a new shirt and jacket. Big hit.

Yes, Emma got lots of  "girl" toys, but her favorite thing by far was her chainsaw. She had already eyed this at a recent visit to the toy store and was thrilled when she opened it.

We moved the party back outside for a while to enjoy some silly string. Again, let me say, these girls can be vicious with a can of silly string.

Sunday morning Emma enjoyed playing with her Barbies. I love it when I actually find her doing something "girly".

Big cheesy grin. She has another very loose front top tooth and she was trying to show it to me. She lost her first top tooth a few days before Dale died. One of her favorite people, Mrs. Tracey, pulled it for her while in the morning car rider line. It practically fell in to her hand. That was a huge morning for Emma. She walked in to her class and was a rock star because she had lost a tooth. Apparently that is all the rage with the Kindergartners.

 I could just eat this little face up. She is precious - most of the time. She wants to get her ears pierced for her birthday. It was totally her idea. I have explained it to her and she still wants to do it. She calls earrings "hear hears" and she wants some "pretty ones". So we will see how that goes. We are planning on doing it tomorrow evening to celebrate her actual birthday.

A Life Well Lived

Dale was my stepdad. My dad died on March 23, 1994. It was one of the hardest days of my life and I can remember it like it was yesterday.

Dale came into our lives a few months later and my mom and him married on January 1, 1995. It was the talk of the town because let's face it, it just isn't proper for someone to remarry so soon after the death of a spouse. It's in the Southern Book of Etiquette. My mother is a rule breaker:)

Brady was only 5 weeks old when my dad died. I felt very robbed and probably still do. But it wasn't meant to be and Dale has been my children's grandfather and I could not have asked for a better one.

He was diagnosed with Alzheimers several years ago and my mother has spent the last years taking care of him and doing a magnificent job of it. Over the last few months things have gotten worse and over the last few weeks he had become essentially full time care. Hospice was called 3 weeks ago and yesterday he had the privilege of being called to Heaven. I had the privilege of witnessing it. It was not easy because he struggled for several hours to complete his journey. It was even harder to watch my mother. But at 1:45 yesterday afternoon, he entered into Heaven and he had a host of folks waiting on him, including his daughter who died much too young of cancer.

My dad died suddenly and the shock of that was harder than you can imagine. My mother was only 49.  I am 45 so that means even more to me now. But my mother has said so many times, "your dad lived until he died" and that is true. He died doing what he loved doing with his son beside him. He didn't have to suffer and for that I am so grateful. Dale didn't have that luxury. He had to suffer the indignity of a disease that robs you of your memory. Those precious things that we all hope we never lose. Unfair. Unfair. I don't know why that was and why so many people have to face that. We don't get to choose our endings.

So yesterday was spent watching a Godly man try to complete his journey to Heaven. I am a nurse and very practical. I have witnessed death and will again. It is not pleasant but it is a reality. Ashton also witnessed yesterday and I think that is a gift. He may not realize it now, but he will come to know that more in the future. He learned a lot about being a man yesterday. I am proud of him.

Emma has a lot of questions about where Pap is. I don't have any answers. How do you explain things like this to a 5 year old. She just knows that Pap's "sick is all better". She made a reference to pap being a butterfly since he has gone up to the sky. That is fine with me. We will deal with it as it comes.

So my mom, who is the strongest woman I know, will face a new chapter in her life. She is a woman of grace. We have shared some very intimate moments over the last few days. I spent 3 nights with her as we took care of him. That really is a gift. We laughed and cried and shared. Death is a journey and it is something that we all face. No one looks forward to it. You can be prepared spiritually but it is still hard to think about. But to be able to care for someone until the end is a gift. Tiring and trying yes, but a gift to get to hold that person's hand as they take their last breath and enter into the next life. That is truly a privilege. It is a sacred moment and I am glad that I was a part of it.

Phone Pics

 

Emma got a gift card for Christmas and guess what she picks out while shopping. It was a toss up between Spider Man and a chainsaw. No dolls here.

 

 

 

I seem to take a lot of pictures of my girl when she is sleeping in the car. Why not, she just looks too cute.

 

 

 

 

 

Not the greatest pictures of these two, put I was practcing with my new IPhone.

 

 

 

Yes, another sweet sleeping picture.

 

 

 

My poor baby boy after he had his teeth out. I also have a video that is hilarious but I wouldn't subject him to that ridicule. Well, actually I would.

 

 

We had just enough snow a couple of weeks ago for her to play on the deck. She was loving it.

 

 

 

 

 

A New Year Ahead

 

Yes, I know it has been FOREVER since I posted. Sorry. It's just been busy and when I started to post early this morning Blogger was doing something funny and I couldn't upload my pictures. Fortunately, there is a problem with the system because I assumed it was just me.

 

 

Life has returned back to some version of "normal". School is back in session, although today they were 2 hours late because of a chance of ice on the road and then they dismissed at 1:15 because of the chance of more ice. So far no ice, but we shall see.

 

 

Brady headed back to school today. He has enjoyed his break and Emma has become his new BFF. She has been in his room with him everyday and constantly telling him "Brother, don't close the door. Emma be right back". It has been adorable and I suspect they are both going to miss each other a lot. Even Ashton was a little bummed to see big brother heading back to school.

 

 

I started a new shift at work and had to work all weekend. The good thing is that I have several days off in a row and maybe, just maybe, I can get something done around here. That remains to be seen.

 

 

Life is a funny thing sometimes. During the holidays I had gone shopping one afternoon with the boys and one of their friends. It was a horrendous day. The wind was horrible. Unfortunately, when the boys were getting out of the car, the wind caught the door and slammed it in to the car next to me. It was actually the friend that it happened to, but that really is beside the point. Let me say, if you don't have teenagers, specifically teenage boys that you are insuring, you cannot possibly understand the panic you feel every time they get in a car. Insurance is more than expensive and unfortunately we have had a couple of hits on our policy already. To make a long story short, the sweet girl that was in the car next to me suffered a rather large dent in the side of her car. We exchanged information and after the holidays her mother called. We had the best conversation. Unfortunately it involved the estimate for the damage. After talking with our agent and each other it was decided it would just be cheaper for us to pay it out of pocket and so I spoke with the mother again today. It's so funny how people come in to our lives. Granted, I have not met this lady, but we have enjoyed talking on the phone so much. It was a very expensive way to make a new friend, but I am thankful that if the accident had to happen at least it was to someone very nice. Small world.

 

 

 

  

 

 Emma is using wrapping paper rolls as her skies. Pretty creative.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Yes, that dress came from China and is a size 2. She was convinced it still fit. I have some jeans that I have felt the same way about.....

 

 

Emma helping Daddy make dinner Sunday. Love the shower cap

 

 

Poor Emma has suffered horribly from Eczema. We went to see Dr. H on Friday and he immediately diagnosed her with a Staph infection. He started her on medications and told me to start using a bleach bath twice a week. Yes, I know that sounds like something from the dark ages, but we did it and I seriously think it is helping. We also started using a new cream and I think that is making a big difference too. The bleach concept is to help reduce the Staph on her skin and I am on board so far. She did great keeping her head out of the water and granted she smelled a little strong when she got out, if it works, we can deal with it.

 

 

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